.Tuesday, November 24, 2009 ' 11:03 AM Y
1st month : Out for movie , then lepak .
2nd month : Met up for less than 30mins , then he went out , didnt celebrate .
3rd month : He overslept , didnt celebrate .
4th month : I purposely take leave tday . But I guess we wont be celebrating this month either .
.Monday, October 26, 2009 ' 1:31 AM Y
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
.Saturday, October 24, 2009 ' 5:43 PM Y
I really don't know what to do already. Like seriously. This is the first time this kind of thing happened to me. My previous relationships, I very very soft hearted. No matter how big deal those guys did to me, once they apologise, I forgive them already. That leads to more problems, as they repeated their mistakes again and again. That's why I promised myself, I will not be so soft-hearted ever again. But you're not making any effort to explain at all. I don't see why I'm so upset,so stressed up, so frustrated over this. When you don't seemed to care nor feel guilty. I don't see why you're not sending me long messages to explain, despite me waiting for it. I've given up pleading you to wake up earlier for my sake. You wanna wake up, you wake up. You wanna sleep, you sleep. I don't wanna force you to wake up earlier for my sake anymore. He said you've realised your mistakes. Another He said you're sad and moody. But why, haven't I receive your msg?
Normally couples, spend most of their time together. You afternoon wanna sleep all, at night then meet me, despite me having to go back at 10.30pm, I already never say anything. But today? Sigh, I don't wanna say anymore.
.Tuesday, October 20, 2009 ' 1:07 AM Y
MY PHONE IS STOLEN BY AN INDIAN FUCKER _|_
I'm here to update, because of my stolen phone. If not I don't even bother updating.
This is how it happened. Because Junrong and Desmond went home for dinner, so I sat alone under Junrong's block to study, alone. I was messaging baby, so the phone was on the table, right in front of me. Then suddenly, someone took my phone and run! I chase lah. He parked his bicycle at the rubbish dump there. So he rode off. Idamn kan chiong ah. So I tried borrowing phone from a minahrep mother. Her phone low batt, was switched off. So no choice, used public phone. But suddenly cannot remember anyone's number!
Then just nice, Junrong came down. He still laugh laugh ask me what I doing, cus I think he thought I playing with public phone or what. Then I told him my phone kena stolen all, he straight away call desmond and baby. Then Quek came. I report police. Then got two officers came, take statement all. Then still ask me go home check for the dont know what number, so they can track down my phone. Meanwhile, we cycled around hoping that we could find that fucking indian. After that, went home, check the box thingy. I called Tamp police post, then talked to one of the officers. And because I dont know which is the number and its difficukt to talk on the phone, the officer asked me if its possible for me to head down to the police post. So yes, I went. And I saw alexander and his girlfriend too. Because helost his wallet in the train at city hall. Report everything, sign here sign there, then went Srisun for supper. Then came home.
YOU MOTHER FUCKER SON OF A BITCH, STUPID INDIAN FELLA. STEAL MY PHONE. I HOPE YOUR WHOLE FAMILY ALL DIE. DONT LET ME TRACK YOU DOWN AH, I SURE MAKE YOU NO FATHERS DAY ALL. SINCE VERY LONG TIME AGO I ALREADY VERY RACIST AGAINST INDIANS ALREADY AH. NOW THIS THING HAPPEN, MAKE ME MORE RACIST AGAINST INDIANS!!! ONGEH AHMA PUNDEH NEHRUPPUH.
FUCK SI NI, NB, STUPID INDIAN FELLA. CURSE YOUR WHOLE FAMILY ALL DIE! ALL DIE DIE DIE. KNN!
Sorry for all the vulgars, but I'm really really very pissed off. Bye.
.Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ' 10:41 PM Y
Yesterday, didn't go to school. At first mummy sort of forced me to go, cause she say what, i always want bluff bluff sick ah. So okeh loh, I walk to school. Halfway through I vomited. Rested, then met up with khai before heading home. Went downstairs 844 with mummy. Saw brother Quek& sister Gilda and Vivien. After lunch, mummy went home, while I go over find them. Went econ there lepak, until don't know what time, brother Quek sent sister Gilda home. My phone fucking died! Low batt ah.. Then brother Jr went home for dinner, leave me alone there to study. And there the wind ah, fucking strong. Cannot maintain one ah siaa. Anyway, baby came, then brother Jr. Followed by Azri. Brother Jr had a very very bad flu, and his mucus ah, disgusting or what. Got bubble bubble all one. HAHAH. Anyway, brother Jr went home. Then baby sent me home.. I came home, charge phone. Plug in, then phone cannot switch on! I was like, wtf. Then then, after a while, phone finally switched on. Guess what. Everything gone! I don't know what happened ah, but everything just gone. But anyway, I slept damn early last night.
This morning, went to school as usual. After school went home, bathed and all, then went prime there with mummy. Collect our pants. Makan. And!!! Mummy bought me a new phone!! Cause I told her about my phone problem. So she was like asking, "You wanna get a new phone anot?" I told her, "You pay, of course I want ah." HAH, so ya. Went home put down my stuffs, then went to the salon to find mummy cause she want dye her hair. Sit there rot, then brother Jr come find me. He went home after that, while I went big bookshop get some school stuffs. Then headed to the kopitiam makan with mummy, daddy and mummy's friend. Eat until super full ah sia. Hmm, anyway. After that headed to econ there, find baby, brother Quek, Hakim, Hafiz and Azri. Lepak lepak, I played baby's phone the game, while he meddled with my new phone and played my game. HAHAH. Oh, and Hafiz say me and baby look alike -.- Okeh, then baby sent me home. I'm damn tired now. So ya.. Bye.
Hey mummy! I know you read my blog one ah, sneaky sneaky. Anyway, thanks for the new phone! iloveyou! hehehehehhe.
